Tuesday Jan 27 2026 08:58:05 GMT+0000

first blogpost and goals :p

i don’t even know how to start this lol but dang here it is, my first ever [ ever ] blog O _ O for a long time while on neocities since 2024 i thought i would actually never start a blog. i was too in my own head thinking that it would be a waste of time, no one would even read it, and some other insecurities blocked my way into ever even starting

but now, even though fundamentally im the same in a lot of ways, i am very different from that point. even if no one reads this, its not a waste of time and the insecurities i once had no longer cloud my mind the same way it once did. my life has shifted so much since then and i’ve learned so many lessons about myself and about the world and people around me.

this blog should hopefully showcase a unique perspective to see me in one of my many purest forms. i want to be able to write candidly and publicly about what’s on my mind or something i’m passionate about that is taking up much of my life in any given moment. a public journal meant to archive my life as a person living their life in chicago growing up and learning how to love oneself and share that amongst others.

another big aspect to starting and maintaining this blog. one day, I will die. this is okay. my story will be alive, archived in a book known as [ digital | mindscape ] for anyone to hopefully one day find and read and maybe have an interest grow from something in my life that i wrote about. such is the nature of life

hopefully i don’t come off too wordy in more serious moments like that. i really try my best to keep things as concise and to the point as possible. but that is essentially my goal in this blog. Archive. Archive for as long as possible, for as long as i’m alive, and to share what i’m able to :)

the next blog i will write about will be more fun and joyous, i went to the sonic cafe pop up in chicago and I HAVE SO MUCH TO SHARE AND WRITE ABOUT IN IT ARGH ARGH ARGH AGRH >:0 i also want to do 100 questions for the webmaster :p

thank you to anyone who reads

— mpx